Because Love and Ghosts are the reasons I cant sleep at night

Lifeless.

The air surrounding me.

Its. Different.

I'm scared to breath it in.

I'm scared to see what it would do to me.

So I hold my breath.

Until You came.

And wrapped your hands around my neck.

And squeezed.

Until i was wheezing.

Coughing.

Gasping for the air.

The air I was scared of.

I filled my lungs with the air.

Surprised.

That the thing I thought was going to kill me.

Started to make me feel so alive. 

I inhale it. in and out.

I can't get enough of the precious air.

At every moment I breathe it in.

I'm hooked to it.

Then in one moment.

The air tasted different.

Bitter.

Rotten.

It starts choking me.

Why did I breathe it in?

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how did something that made me feel so good.

Make me hurt so bad.

Now i just hold my breathe, Because love is in the air.

Because hearts were made to get stepped on.

And they won't start beating until they do.